&WEIQI says;

i'm a coward, i know.
i ignore.
i effing don't haven't worked up the courage to tell him it's final.
we're over.
long gone, and no real hope of return.
eff it.
i'm a bitch.
and a coward.
damn it.

omg. epic fail.
i pressed back on the browser
and POOF.
there goes my test.
ROOOOOOOOAR.
epic fail.

tis the season to be jolly,
fra la la la la, la la la la.
deck the halls with boughs of holly,
fra la la la la, la la la la.

okay:D christmas is coming,
and christmas meeaaanssssssssssssssss.....
PRESENTSSS!
YAYYYYYY!
okay. i feel christmas-y now,
so i shall put up my list of christmas gifts.
you know, the kind you send to santa when christmas comes.
even though i don't believe in santa claus~

weiqi's list of wanted [and extremely expensive and unnecessary] christmas presents

and no, i do not want my two front teeth' anymore.

1. Samsung Omnia II; been drooling over that since god knows when.
2. some really cute organiser from either Kinos or Art Box; preferbally Art Box; i really want one. if there's one with some kind of antique distressed map, you know, the yellowing kind, PLEASE TELL ME! i will love you for ever and ever.
3. fluffy white samoyed; LOVES! you know how cute a samoyed is? omg. LOVES!
4. Korean language lessons; man, self learn is good, but i need a teacher to help me. LOL.
5. Pass my driving; i signed up for theory already, but i wanna pass pratical toooooooooooooo~
6. iPod; i wanna be able to have playlists and watch videos on my mp3
7. shopping spree at kinos; BOOKS:D need i say more? :D
8. room makeover; totally need one yo~
9. Crumpler bag; i really want one. LOL
10. Nitendo DS!; either in reeeeeeally bright red, or navy blue. ice blue would also be nice~

home's where the heart is.
i'm home.

i wish everything would go back to before.
please.

i want to be the alice to his jasper.

LOL. bored in class, so i'd thought i'll try my hand at answering this.
it's kind of a long list though.

 Yoon Ji Hoo from Boys over Flowers aka Kott Bo Da Nam Ja

okay, i am a total sucker for this character. i completely adore his character. violin playing, cool, arrogant with a sweet personality under all that cold exterior. and his smile *melts*. besides, Goo Junpyo, the main character is a kinda pain in the arse. if i were Guem Jandi, i'd shove a shovel up his arse and tell him to go curl up in a corner and die. also, i think i'd die of high blood pressure. not that i think he isn't charming. okay, i must admit that in a way, Goo Junpyo is quite charming, as an objective observer. but as a biased ridiculous korean fangirl, Yoon Ji Hoo totally wins my heart. his emo-ish nature begs for the hyperactive, crazy, colourful me to colour his life and bring his smile up. and besides, who can resist a violin playing, cultured, educated, brooding and totally hot guy. but that may be the ridiculous korean fangirl speaking. :D

why do we always learn life's lessons late in life?
always when it hurts the most.
why, when we are young,
we're fed with fake stories and lies of happily after after,
when they don't exist at all?
shamefully, i, tan wei qi, at the age of eighteen,
finally learnt that happily ever after does not exist.
you know the stories of cinderella and sleeping beauty and shit?
once upon a time and happily ever after?
well, that shit doesn't exist.
sadly, i only learnt it now.
i always thought happily ever after existed,
i always though happily ever after was the truth.
seeing a real life example in my life,
i thought, well, marriage ain't a bed of roses,
but in the end, it's still happily ever after.
i was wrong, i sadly admit.

no more will i believe.
no more will i trust.
happily ever after is for idiots,
idiots who believe in santa claus and the tooth fairy.
i was one of those idiots.
at eighteen, i finally realise.
i've been an idiot all my life.