&WEIQI says;

tis the season to be jolly,
fra la la la la, la la la la.
deck the halls with boughs of holly,
fra la la la la, la la la la.

okay:D christmas is coming,
and christmas meeaaanssssssssssssssss.....
PRESENTSSS!
YAYYYYYY!
okay. i feel christmas-y now,
so i shall put up my list of christmas gifts.
you know, the kind you send to santa when christmas comes.
even though i don't believe in santa claus~

weiqi's list of wanted [and extremely expensive and unnecessary] christmas presents

and no, i do not want my two front teeth' anymore.

1. Samsung Omnia II; been drooling over that since god knows when.
2. some really cute organiser from either Kinos or Art Box; preferbally Art Box; i really want one. if there's one with some kind of antique distressed map, you know, the yellowing kind, PLEASE TELL ME! i will love you for ever and ever.
3. fluffy white samoyed; LOVES! you know how cute a samoyed is? omg. LOVES!
4. Korean language lessons; man, self learn is good, but i need a teacher to help me. LOL.
5. Pass my driving; i signed up for theory already, but i wanna pass pratical toooooooooooooo~
6. iPod; i wanna be able to have playlists and watch videos on my mp3
7. shopping spree at kinos; BOOKS:D need i say more? :D
8. room makeover; totally need one yo~
9. Crumpler bag; i really want one. LOL
10. Nitendo DS!; either in reeeeeeally bright red, or navy blue. ice blue would also be nice~

home's where the heart is.
i'm home.

i wish everything would go back to before.
please.

i want to be the alice to his jasper.

LOL. bored in class, so i'd thought i'll try my hand at answering this.
it's kind of a long list though.

 Yoon Ji Hoo from Boys over Flowers aka Kott Bo Da Nam Ja

okay, i am a total sucker for this character. i completely adore his character. violin playing, cool, arrogant with a sweet personality under all that cold exterior. and his smile *melts*. besides, Goo Junpyo, the main character is a kinda pain in the arse. if i were Guem Jandi, i'd shove a shovel up his arse and tell him to go curl up in a corner and die. also, i think i'd die of high blood pressure. not that i think he isn't charming. okay, i must admit that in a way, Goo Junpyo is quite charming, as an objective observer. but as a biased ridiculous korean fangirl, Yoon Ji Hoo totally wins my heart. his emo-ish nature begs for the hyperactive, crazy, colourful me to colour his life and bring his smile up. and besides, who can resist a violin playing, cultured, educated, brooding and totally hot guy. but that may be the ridiculous korean fangirl speaking. :D

why do we always learn life's lessons late in life?
always when it hurts the most.
why, when we are young,
we're fed with fake stories and lies of happily after after,
when they don't exist at all?
shamefully, i, tan wei qi, at the age of eighteen,
finally learnt that happily ever after does not exist.
you know the stories of cinderella and sleeping beauty and shit?
once upon a time and happily ever after?
well, that shit doesn't exist.
sadly, i only learnt it now.
i always thought happily ever after existed,
i always though happily ever after was the truth.
seeing a real life example in my life,
i thought, well, marriage ain't a bed of roses,
but in the end, it's still happily ever after.
i was wrong, i sadly admit.

no more will i believe.
no more will i trust.
happily ever after is for idiots,
idiots who believe in santa claus and the tooth fairy.
i was one of those idiots.
at eighteen, i finally realise.
i've been an idiot all my life.

looking at the sunset, i realised what he said was true. i never believed it before.
as much as i enjoyed staring at the sky, i never noticed it.
only now.

there was purple in the horizon when the sun set, just like he said.

it's official.
my LG Renoir has finally reached it's retirement age.
it's starting to screw up.
mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
okay, not starting.
it already screwed up like, LOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG time ago and stuff.
first came the memory card problem.
thhhhhhhen came the battery problem.
and i just realised that the cover is kind of loose.
RAWR.
but hey, look on the bright side.
i get to change phones soon mannnnnn:D

i've been googling and yahooing and whatever-search-engineing for phones.
and i have decided.
i'm so gonna switch to samsung mannnn~
so it's kind of a toss up between these two phones.
presenting contestant number oooooooooooone!

samsung omnia [i900]

okay, this baby is sweeettttttttttt!
okay, so the camera is 5 MP only, so what?
LOL.
it has windows office, which is cool enough,
cause i can have word and excel where ever i go, which is quite a cool feature to have.
i've read the reviews abt the phone, and i seriously don't really care about the lack of stylus space.
down side is the slow start up and problems with the system and what not.
ALLLLLLLLLLLLSO, down side is that i don't really  need so much of the apps.
it's a business phone, and i'm not going to be able to use it to it's full capabilities.
so kinda like wastage much. LOL.

okay, sooooooooooo for the second competitiorrrrrrrrrrr, Samsung F480~!

okay, this is less businessy and more funky~
the interface is more pretty but i don't really like how it looks like.
like the back looks abit weird LOL.
but surprisingly, there are not much bad reviews.
the only bad user reviews i see are like, lack of wireless or the phone being too small and etc.
it's a 5MP cam too, so YAYNESS:D

okay. so it's between these two phones.
*sigh* if only they had this.


HAPTIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIC TOUCH!
man i would snap this in an instant!
this is one of the times i WISHED i was korean D:
or living in south korea.
all hail tae han min ko.
why isn't there anycall in singapore?
i want anycallllllllllllllllllllll!
anyway, i heard the alternative to this is F480 in SG
so yeeeeeeeeah.
but this only had a 2MP cam D:
kinda one down side,
and it doesn't hurt that DBSK endorsed this. LOL.

anyyyyyyyyway. technically, if this came on the market, i think i would have a hard time deciding since i'd have 3 choices.
LOL
okay anyway, signing off now.
my fingers are numb frm the cold><

사랑해 널 사랑해 
saranghae noel saranghae
세상 가장 눈 부신 그데
saesang gajing nun busin gudae
꿈 결 곁은 이만
kkum gyeol gyeo't eun iman
more than the air i breath.

i love  you, i love you,
you're the most beautiful one in the world
this dream like heart,
more than the air i breath

DBSK; 노을..바라보다 [Noul.Baraboda]
Look at..the glow.

haven't posted for quite some time~
didn't have alot to post i guess.
'cept for the time the few of us archery peeps went to watch a movie~
tengng, leo, greg, me, ans and andre went to watch gamer on wed.
and let me tell you, m18 is really different man.
LOL.
went to taka after the movie, then shopped at kino.
saw this planner which was totally lovely and oh-so-worth buying.
but i held in and forced myself to head down to art box at tamp mall to see the planners there.
in the end i still liked the one at kino better.
even though it's jap and not korean.
yes, yes, roll your eyes cheryl, i know you will, if you're reading this. HAHAHAHA.

saw a post by jingru on y! grps just now.
man, PSLE gets harder and harder.
"Jim bought some chocolates and gave half of it to Ken. Ken bought some sweets
and gave half of it to Jim. Jim ate 12 sweets and Ken ate 18 chocolates. The
ratio of Jim's sweets to chocolates became 1:7 and the ratio of Ken's sweets to
chocolates became 1:4. How many sweets did Ken buy?"

WHAT IS THIS MAN?
why is primary maths so complicated now?
i have half a mind to use algebra lah.
okay lah, i suck at algebra, but still.
i haven't managed to solve this anyway.
expect me to solve this in, oh, three months.
LOL.
going off nooooooooow. LOL.
can't stop thinking about the question man~!

specially for cheryl, who said she felt happy to see her name on my blog:D

cheryl! <3
saranghey~:D
loveyoubabe!
HAHAHAHA.

if the world ends tomorrow, what will you do today?
who will you be with, and where will you be?

random thoughts after listening to tea for two by dbsk.

a true man.

what's a truly "manly" man?

some one who takes responsibility for all he does.
what he does, he does it because he is able to take responsibility to do.
someone who is in control of the situation.
he knows what he's doing, and he is able to control the situation to the best of his abilities.
someone who has his own opinion of doing things, but still listens.
he has his principles, but he is willing to listen to the advice of others.
someone who is determined in what he does.
as they say, a serious man, is a hot man.
someone who doesn't let emotions get the better of him, most of the time.
technically this means not losing his temper at the drop of a hat.
someone who honours what he says.
betrayal and lies are so gay.
someone who treats a woman the way she should be treated, with tender, loving care and a sensible voice.
once a guy raises his hand towards a woman, he's not a man, but a coward.
someone who says what he does and does what he says.
arrogance is not a pretty accessory, especially on a man.
someone who is able to pick up and let go.
in essence, no pettiness.
someone who is able to protect what he loves.
to stand up for his loved ones, no matter they be right or wrong.
someone who puts his family above all.
because family is what matters in life.
someone who is able to sacrifice for his loved ones.
cause it takes courage to give up something for another.
someone who can put aside his pride and apologise sincerely for something his has done wrong
cause knowing that you've erred and having the willingness to admit it is courage.
someone who has the courage to admit his weaknesses and fears.
perfection is fake, flaws are what make us what we are.
someone who is able to throw away his pride and dignity for the sake of his loved ones.
cause that's the ultimate sacrifice.
someone who is himself.
cause that's the whole point of being a man.

charisma and coolness are secondary in determining manliness.
a real man need not fake charisma or coolness.
a real man will be cool, and charismatic, naturally.

i love cheryl. seriously.
totally, really, love her.
she's the best.
LOL.

went out with her today to jalan around.
met up with her at orchard, strolled 'round kino for a while.
then we decided to go to starbucks for our promised drink.
java chip frappe and vege quiche:D
an indulgence since i've supposedly slimmed down a bit.
haven't been running for several days already.
kind of a reward i guess.
ok. digressing.
introduced cheryl darrrrrrrling to macarons today.
went to ion to jalan for the first time since it opened. LOL.
man, felt so swaku~
btw, there's an opera gallery there o.o
brings back fond memories of razak bringing the 4/4 and 4/5 peeps on an art excursion at ngee ann city. LOL.
saw a miro and dali there O.O woots.
then we visited the powder room.
aka the toilet.
DAMMMMMMMN posh can. LOL.

after orchard, we went to bugis to buy cheryl's film.
we were kind of like lost.
and we were like swa-ku aunties when we saw OG and the bencoolen
swa-ku much?
so very embarassing.
but anyway, we managed to get to the place and bought the film for cheryl's camera.
cost quite a bit.
then we went around taking pictures.
made me want to try analog photography.
hunted down my mum's old school cam just now too~ LOL.
then we went for dessert.
oh, the calories just keep piling. but who's counting~
LOL. besides, we walked enough to burn it off i guess.

thus ends today with cheryl.
she's fun. i like going out with my cheryl~ LOL.
okay, i feel rather juvenile.
my words are mimicking a pre-schooler.
neeways, probably gonna buy film tomorrow.
then i can take some pics with an analog cam. LOL.

well, i guess that's all.
not really in the mood to write more.
i feel philosophical all of a sudden.
expect a philosophical post later.
tootles.

"it's not always time that determines intimacy. seven years wouldn't be long enough for some people to truly know each other, but seven days are more than enough for some."

LOL. okay. supposed to sleep now
so i can wake up bright and early tmr.
but as we all know, weiqi procrastinates like no tomorrow.
so yes. i have decided to blog for now.
because, oh just because i have the sudden urge to.
have been jogging almost everyday for the past two weeks.
okay. maybe not everyday.
i didn't jog last sunday.
nor did i jog last saturday.
or friday. i think i did on thursday though.
okay, you get the idea.
but anyway, i have been hard working this week,
and jogged everyday from monday.
and i've been doing my crunches and push ups this week too.
actually, since ytd lah. LOL.
i just realised no matter how much i jog arh,
my waist line still stays at 28 inches.
okay lah, it went down from 28 ODD inches to 28 swee swee.
MOTIVATED!
with more crunches and leg raises,
i should be able to get rid of my access fats and SLIM DOWN:D
26 inches here i come!
HAHA.

quite happy this week.
managed to get a job,
but the rest of my gang didn't
so kinda not very happy any more.
but, will try to ask see if got any more spaces for my lovelies~
hoping to save up enough money for korea~
speaking of korea, MUST START LEARNING KOREAN!
man, i keep procrastinating sia.
must not drag any longer.

i see all those korean vids and i'm like -.-
I WANNA BE THAT FLUENT TOO!
but, as we all know, fluency comes with pratice.
something which i am sorely lacking.

okay, anyway, gotta get some med. plasters for my leg
i think i pulled a muscle or something.
didn't warm up properly.
after that, beautttttty sleep for tomorrow's early morning run~
please, no rain until 8am PLEASE:D
then i can run mornings again.
afternoon runs are sorely putting a dent in my schedule.
somehow, i can run better in afternoons.
psycological effect><
right-o.
SLEEP.

korean word/phrase for the day: kwen-cha-na
meaning: it's alright~ kind of directly translated from chinese: mei guan xi [沒關系]

HUT HUT HUT!
GREEN 34!
RED 87!
LOL, whatever this is so not american football.
nah, i just had the words hut hut hut in my head for the pass hour or so.
okay, now they're morphing into hut hut hut for husky sleighs.
*cracks whip*
right-o.
last paper in 10 hours time?
around there.
studied only like halfway and such.
gonna go back to studying.
oh yeah,
god bless PBL.
PBL-SSI!
SARANGHAMIDA!
who ever invented PBL,
SARRRANGHAMIIIIIIIIDAAAAAAAAAA~!
i think it's pohbee. LOL. nevermind, i love her all the same.

fighto!
last paper. this time tomorrow, i'm gonna be youtubing my heart away,
the only difference is that i'm not going to worry about the consequences.
righty~!
HWAITING!
i'm totally thinking of korea now.
mannnnnn, living there and stuffO.O
kimchi-chigaeeeeeeeeee!
it's kimchi stew. LOL. looks damn nice, even if i have a super super low tolerance for spicy stuff.
MANNNNNN, hungry now.
LOL.
shall not give in to temptation:D
araso, studySTUDYYYYY!
and tomorrow, JOG!
lol, i feel lazy and fat, cause i didn't jog for the past few days.
actually crawled out of bed this morning.
but i was raining.
curses!
LOL.
okay. i'm seriously diverting.
STUDY!

korean phrase for the day(even though technically it hasn't been a day yet): tol-yo
meaning: trembling/nervous/shaking/scared/ etc. along those lines la~

BANSAI PBL.
seriously.
i love PBL.
even if i suddenly say i hate it or what, i still love it.
man, it makes studying fr exams so much easier.
so no matter what i say in the future,
PBL ROCKS!

lol. okayokayokay.
two more papers left,
AJA AJA HWAITING!
fightoooooo~!
yesyesyes! chiong to the end!
i will chiiiiiong till tomorrow
then here comes
RELLLLLLLAXATIOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON!
man, i love PBL.
alright. back to last minute mugging for fam:D
will chiong! yesyesyes!
hwaiting!
oh, did i mention i love PBL to death?
i did? well, who cares.
SARANGHEYO PBL!

korean phrase for the day: chincha
meaning: it actually means really. but can be used like, seriously mannnnn, or really? O.O, or, you know, slangishly. LOL.

YES!
one down, three to go!
okay. now currently trying to mug in the school lib,
waiting for my second paper of the day.
trying cause youtube distracting me.
i love this com man.
it hangs when ever i wanna watch vids.
it's forcing me to study:D
YAYNESS!
SP4-17BAZAIIIIIIII!
LOL.
whatever.
BA was...
i have no comments, really.
it's like, hard and not hard.
i feel so unsecure cause i didn't stumble much.
keyword much.
but overall okay lah, i guess.
i hope i passssss! no sup paper!
YESSSSS~ no sup!
HAHA.
okay. motivating my self now.
shall go study MBS in like, three minutes.

lol. i'm damn restless now and whatever.
like, plans are running around in my head.
like taking korean lessons,
saving money to buy my future dog/baby/son/daughter.
saving cash to stay in korea for 6 months
saving cash to go to coach kim's school
saving money for archery.
WAAAAAH.
okay. whatever. crazy weiqi rambling again.
i want a samoyeddddd. i even though of a name for it already:D
actually got two names lah.
wayki, meaning doggie brought up by none other than NAL:D
but is sounds like the korean version of my name, being waegi.
hahah, whatever, wayki doesn't sound like weiqi, so should be okay.
and the other one is like, chimology. LOL.
okay lah, not really chimology.
sarang meaning looooooove, once again in korean:D
HAHA. korean fever lately.
but it's okay.
man, i actually though of naming the pet with archery terms.
like samick-the brand of my bow riser x.x
horrible thought lah. i must be out of my mind or what.
or like, ship jum- ten points in korean.
got that dumb idea from the winning team for pesta sukan.
SORRY, it's national open now.
but yah. see the link?
ALL KOREAN:D
okay whatever. put off long enough.
MBS MBS MBS!
exam in 2 hours, maybe less!
gonna revise for the paper, and if have time, maybe go youtube again, LOL.
anniyeoooooooooooong!

korean phrase for the day: bulsiiiiiiii!
meaning: slang for my foot, whatever, or something similiar

god help me.
i'm up at this insane hour just for 20 bucks.
shows how much broke i am after my spree at bugis street
either that or it shows how mercenary i am.

and i'm running late.
all for haptic and dbsk.
omoh.